Wow, it’s May 14th all of a sudden. Spring is here, and I made it through another mothers day without Kai. He was born on mothers day. But this particular May 14th was just a super nice day. Just like any other Tuesday, I woke up, did my morning routine, went to work, just like any other day. Nothing out of the ordinary. Then I woke up the next day.
May 14th, Kais birthday.
It didn’t even cross my mind it was his birthday. I was so depressed to realize I forgot how important that day was. It wasn’t just any other day. I can’t believe it only took 6 years for me to forget about his birthday. I will never forgive myself. If I hadn’t seen my husbands facebook post about it I may never have realized what I missed. Yes I am beating myself up a bit, but who forgets their childs birthday?